my life...my lessons

This blog isn’t about a topic but my life...my personal life...and the LESSON.

I was little...very little...and being a child my dad was my superhero (still is).

I thought that...not thought had a strong belief that nothing could ever happen to him no matter what. He is beyond the pain and the usual. That anything could happen to anybody but him...little did I know that God had planned a reality check for me.

THE ROLLER COASTER RIDE IS ABOUT TO START IN

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Once upon a time ...I woke up and heard my dad saying that he tripped over an object. The time noted for this far-fetched and unconvincing incident was, when the sun was below the horizon.

Later I asked my mom if what my dad had said was true and even possible. She answered...yes he did trip over...I couldn’t digest her answer...let alone imagine my dad tripping over.

And now this is the part when the ride picks up pace and my reality check starts.

My dad who I once believed was alien to the definition of pain and being ill, now knows the definition more than google can state. He went through; a kidney transplant...he went through gastric sleeve...he was once rushed to the hospital bcoz he had an allergic reaction to an injection he was injected, and again bcoz his blood pressure had dropped. I stood beside him...screaming on the top of my lungs...helpless and of no help. I was of no help bcoz I couldn’t believe my eyes...it felt like a nightmare (it wasn’t ...it was reality).

To the ones reading this it might seem like very little, but trust me IT IS NOT LITTLE. The pitcher is full not of water but of tears of complaints.

This was the hard and sad part of my story.

The sun is now over the horizon.

When all of this was happening...I had a train of thought and realization. I realized that we all are mortals...every man on this earth has to leave one day...ik it’s a bitter reality but it’s the truth...we have to leave.

We can’t challenge or complain the decisions god makes. God knows the best and indeed god will test a human to his utmost capability. Whatever we fear we have to go through that today or tomorrow. This roller coaster ride is never going to end...it will take turns...it will accelerate and sometimes it will slow down ...it’s going to stop when we will breathe our last.

Recently on my birthday, God tested me again, my rollercoaster zoomed.my brother had an accident. I didn’t questionGod ...I thanked him. No I am not mad... I just learned. I learned not to question god but to love God. I learned not to complain. I learned how to love GOD and automatically he blessed me with happiness...he allowed me to love the nature and every creature he created...he blessed me with a strong and loving family...with crazy friends...and a soul sister.

Let’s stop complaining and questioning god and then keep Ur eyes open for the miracles that are about to happen.